re-bounce ??

fallin in love then heartbroken... its just a common issued that happen in our lives. and you said its enough to have such a feeling cause u know u've been played by him/her...you've been betrayed, your girl/boy cheated on you..thats sound not good, but thats really happen.

and i think, i need a re-bounce from all the things that happened lately. after so much crying, going home to my momma house and cried all day, watched dvd's, sleep till bored, doin nothing just thinking about him. that sucks anyway...but yes i did.

but...after so much time to get alone and cry of course (yes that was my last cry! i mean it!! damn i still luv him...hahahahahaha)... im starting to think that SHOULD I HAVE A RE-BOUNCE?

damn, i've been thinking a lot for these issue. someone says that if u want to survive from a hearthbroken things u should at least have some one as a re-bounce to help you to forget the person u love. but once again i talked to my self..do i need a re-bounce instead of thinking about him again and again and makes me blue...???owwhhh that sucks rite. but having a re-bounce its not a bad idea...

but... conciously thinking why i should go for that? i dont need a re-bounce.. i just need a time to forget about it, to bulid the things up, to help me out from this madness. i know he've been good to me. and i considered him as a friend, a best friend maybe. That was his rights to lost the feeling inside, and this is my rights too, to having this feeling. Now i realize that i just need an extra time to forgive and forget. beacause some says that TIME WILL HEAL. and i already proved it before with dytbdn, then why cant i with this one???