Kamis, 21 Agustus 2008

Como...

Como estas everybody??!!!

hopefully u are fine... hey im back to this "world"... aku sudah kembali lagi dari solo.

walaupun di hari terakhir merasa homesick berath sampe keknya maag gue kena, pencernaan kurang lancar. But i have a great time di solo city, nanti ku update foto2 dan cerita perjalanannya yaaa...

ah, empat hari di solo wisata kuliner dan jalan2 muter2in kota solo naik motor taun 79...man, thats great ....

nanti ku update lagi yaaaaaaa.... sekarang aku kerja dulu...

Mmmmuuuaaaachhhhh! :-*

Sabtu, 16 Agustus 2008

re-juvenate lagi...

next destination....

Solo, central Java...yang mana kota yang akan dituju adalah hometown nya CHD... masih inget CHD dun??? hek hek...klo kata sarpit, spupu gw, nanti gw akan menghirup udara yang sama seperti yang pernah dihirup si CHD (hahahahha..gak penting! padahal rumah gw sama rmh CHD juka cuma jarak 10 mnt di jkt..giling!)

another holiday on work niiiyyy... sekalian re-juvenate part kesekian. Soalnya bolak-balik rejuvenate tapi gak sembuh2 juga gue dari patah hati. Dame! hahahaha... jadi berharap dengan kepergian gw ke luar kota dan mendapatkan sesuatu yang baru lagi, pulang ke- jakarta dalam keadaan completly new begining for mimoa....ahahahahhaha...

trus another destination di bulan Oktober...BACKPACKING TO JOGJA... its gonna be awesome nih. Bayangkan jalan2 being a backpacer for only 2 days, lumayan lah buat another recovery gw yang lagi UNDERCONSTRUCTION.

Pokoknya agenda gw selama seperempat tahun terakhir di 2008 adalah jalan-jalan pergi ke kota-kota yang belum pernah di kunjungi dan menikmati masa muda dan masa lajang...

ahhhh....hidup ini indah dan hanya sekali,, jadi jangan dibawa susah lah.

a GO Go saja!!!!!

Minggu, 10 Agustus 2008

He's back ?!

bookkk..tuan muda sms-in gue lagi...

well apa gue duluan yang sms ya?

elo duluan kali?!

eerrr...mungkin ya..? tp sbnrnya gw khilaf, i miss him too much

dasar bego!

tapi akhirnya dia sms lagi... *grin mode on*

tapi hari ini nggak sms lagi kan...??!!

setelah dia juga pernah dengan sengaja bilang L word itu lagi ke lo, dan gak menghubungi lo lagi setelahnya, dan membuat lo bertanya-tanya lagi ttg dirinya, membuat lo jadi mulai addict lagi. skrg dia sms lagi...

baby, itu TRICK dia lagi...supaya ga kehilangan lo!

obvious ya..?!

yes thats rite.

jadi...?

he will break you lagi darling..so just let him go..

hmmm...maybe i will or can i ? Hope so.... hehehehehehhehe

.barefoots' monolog.

Sabtu, 09 Agustus 2008

OST. ML (Original Soundtrack of My Life) day!

first of all...soundtrack represent what do you feel about something, about a condition, about a situation that happened to you, or just represent how our heart want to speak of something but we cudn't tell. Well, that the use of the soundtrack for.. do you have any?

well, i got A LOT OF soundtracks. Ouch!

just like this.... eeerrrrr....
"i've been learning to live without you now but i miss you sometimes. The more i know, the less i understand. All the things i thought i knew, i'm learning them again. I've been trying to get down to the heart of a matter. But my will get weaks and my thoughts seem to scatter. But i think it's about forgiveness even if you dont luv me anymore"
(india arie-the heart of a matter)

okay one more...

"I wake up, it's a bad dream. No one on my side. I was fighting, but I just feel too tired. To be fighting,guess I'm not the fighting kind. Wouldn't mind it if you were by my side. But you're long gone,yeah you're long gone now."
(keane-a bad dream)

need one more...?

"I dont want clever conversation.I never want to work that hard. I just want someone that I can talk to. I want you just the way you are."
(Joel Billy-Just the Way you are)

sounds old, but that's the best song ever. i dont want he change, but he changed. i dont need a clever conversation, but he just too serious. Well i guess it doesnt worked out.. Oww..ow... last but not least one another shot... one song from songs...

"Sometimes I get tired of this me-first attitude. You are the one thing that keeps me smiling that's why I'm always wishing hard for you. 'Cause your light shines so bright I don't feel no solitude. You are my first star at night. I'd be lost in space without you. And I'll never lose my faith in you. How will I ever get to heaven, if I do. Feels just so fine when we touch the sky me and you. This is my idea of heaven. Why can't it always be so good? But it's all right, I know you're out there doing what you've gotta do. You are my soul satellite I'd be lost in space without you. "
(Lighthouse family - Lost in Space)

Ueah, i know wht u thought of me. Yes broken hearted! sells broken heart moment. And yeph i cant control it yet. Yess im still trap, still in shape. I lost my space, i lost my wings to fly away. I lost my BMW. I will found it soon.

AAAAAAAaagggggggggggggHHHHHH..still make me crazy. I know u dont like it, yess it silly but i dont know where else i should trown up this madness. Im going to move out soon, i promise!! Cross my finger!!

.barefoots.

Selasa, 05 Agustus 2008

Naik ANGKOT itu Nyeni !!!

seni-nya naik angkutan kota alias angkot adalah bisa ikutan curi dengar percakapan orang yang duduk disebelah lo atau di depan lo. Yes,that's rite... hari ini seperti biasa setelah turun dari stasiun menuju rumah gw naik angkot seperti biasa. Biasanya gw selalu pasang mp3 player selama perjalanan, tapi kali ini ngga karena lagi bosan. Jadi gw menambah wawasan dengan mendengar percakapan orang2 yang ada disebelah gw. Kali ini gw duduk bersebrangan dengan 2 orang anak laki yang berseragam SMP. Aslie...percakapan mereka berdua sukses membuat gw nahan ketawa, banci tuh bocah-bocah...
percakapannya gini...

anak SMP 1 : " Si Doni nyuruh gw jadian sama Grace, mau dibayar 100 ribu "
anak SMP 2 : " Ya udah jadian aja, abis itu tinggal putusin.." (ketawa-ketawa)
anak SMP 1 : " Ga bisa..disuruh jadian terus, males banget..."
anak SMP 2 : " hahahaha...grace kan jomblo dari lahir sama kayak lu!" (ketawa-ketawa)
anak SMP 1 cuma bisa cengar-cengir sambil mainin rambutnya..

Menahan tawa pertama.... menahan tawa kedua...

anak SMP 2 : " Duh suara gw kok belum pecah juga ya..?"
anak SMP 1 : (emang badannya lebih gede dikit dari si anak SMP 2) " hahahahaha...sabar ya, berarti lo belum wet dream, masih kecil loo...makanya belom pecah "
anak SMP 2: "Ah gw males kalo suaranya udah pecah." (gak beralasan)
anak SMP 1: " Ahhhahaahaha masih kecil..."
(padahal sodara-sodara, tu bocah dua masih kecil kok malah ngatain masih kecil, gak malu dia sama dengkul)

Anjrit! gw udah makin ga bisa nahan ketawa gw. Muka gue aslie pasti culun abis, bibir gw udah manyun2 gerak2 nahan ketawa...SAPI!!

Sebenernya masih banyak percakapan2 lucu yang gw denger selama perjalanan pulang, tapi yang bikin gw nahan ketwa banget ya dua itu...selebihnya obrolan cupu nan lucu...

naik angkot sama dengan nyeni!

.barefoots.

kembalikan dia padaku..please

What was the last song you sang outloud?
.. kekasih sejati nya monita (gilaaa..abg abis gueee)

Do you have any nicknames?
.. ada... mau nicknames yang dari siapa?? Huaaaaa....*cry mode on*

What time did you go to bed last night?
.. ummm...around 9.30 pm

Are you currently happy?
.. i guess not...

Who did you talk on the phone with last night?
.. no one

What was the last thing to make you laugh?
.. kumpul sama the manung's.. meredam banyak sekali pain inside my heart (ciiieee)
.
Who was the last person you missed a call from?
.. *whispering mode on*... tuan muda nopnop...

What are you listening to right now?
.. kekasih sejati yang diulang berulang kali...

Are you talking to anyone while doing this?
.. no
.
Are you happy with your love life right now?
.. eerrr... kyknya gak, im turn into a philophobia things gara2 tuan muda nopnop

What always makes you smile?
.. should be si nibnob but nibnob wont make me smile no more...

What are you doing after this?
.. go home
.
Were you happy when you woke up today?
.. yes im trying to fact the truth and feel so damn happy, but i guess it rather being fake or truth?? huh?? bingung ajh

Miss someone?
.. i miss nibnob sangat amat sangat. but it wont turn back like the old ya, nib?
.
Do you like your cell phone?
.. i used too

What's your relationship status?
.. being dumped
.
Do you miss your past?
..a lot !!! kembalikan nibnob kuuuwwww... aku ingin dia kembali..taiks!!

.barefoots.

Senin, 04 Agustus 2008

setelah dia pergi Day

aaaaaagggghhhh.......

miss you........

miss "our" moment...

itu udah gak bisa balik lagi ya? my forbidden love...hehehehe....kenapa dia memilih dia bukannya aku..(khi khi khi khi) ya iya lah dia harus tetap setia sama kekasih nya lah yaa.. o m g this issued makes me so blue honestly.

bisa ampe gila gw...hwhwhwhwhwhw. karena aku sudah terjebak didalamnya.. pertanyaannya, should i wait for him and winning his heart? or just this is it.hmmm..i dont know what i can save him for...? summer love..summer love... tuan muda..bye tuan muda....

well, semenjak dia gak rajin mengabari gw lagi ada satu orang yang berbaik hati untuk memberikan sedikit halo kalo gw ternyata masih bisa eksis di dunia ini -halah lebay- si bartender gloria's jeans plus photographer dari singapore yang sering memberikan sms selamat pagi atau selamat malam. and he just did it , ya udah kyk gt aja. no string attached tapi dia selalu sapa gw dalam sms nya... duhh baik banget sih looo...diet, thanks banget yaa..seenggak nya lo membuat gue merasa masih dibutuhin di dunia ini wheres boys always talking nice but thats fake. isinya cuma boong...

setelah si tuan muda ga pernah sms lagi..

setelah si tuan muda sudah merasa bosan dan melupakan diriku....

iya tuan muda saya menyerah saja....maafkan kalau saya mengganggu....

hahahahahahahahahahahaha....

im signing off.... (dari kemaren2 ngomong gitu mulu, tapi kalo balik lagi baca sms nya yang masih nyisa di henpon gw , tapi kok ya balik lagiii jadi stupid sih gue...emang moron lahhh..)

.barefoots.