xoxo

i always wondering how does it feels when you are in love. sometimes i just miss the feeling of being in love :). its fun actually. You smile every time you hear his name, you cant stop looking at his picture every time you sneak into his facebook account. happy to know that he got a lot of friends that love him so much, glad to know that he close to his family. excited every time you got a lot of information about him. that's fun actually....

but its no longer fun. when you know that it just a crush and he didn't feel the same like you do. this unrequited love. so not coming in the right time and the right person. that is not so good. *sigh*

CANT TAKE MY EYES OFF OF YOU

You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.
You'd be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I'm alive.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

Pardon the way that I stare.
There's nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it's real.
You're just too good to be true.
Can't take my eyes off you.

I love you, baby,
And if it's quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don't bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.

calvin klein adv

Bukit Bintang

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Batu Caves

Rocks Malaysia

i adore you, yes i adore you.... ^^

he is so damn beautiful
he is so damn gorgeous
him with his life, and i adore it soo muuucchh.
his life is free, he can do whatever he wanna do.
he knows what he should do.
treat you like a real lady, like a real friend.
he got you as besties.
he is so damn nice.

dont blame him because of his tought.
he has rights to have his own decision.
i just wondering when someday he will wrap those mindsets into a box
then have a new mindset of what we called as a commitment.
well i guess, you are the lucky number one lady, cause you can win his heart.
well, wondering who she could be.

but yes, i adoring his life so much.
i like the way he live this life.. freedom is his middle name.
and a sweetheart is his last name...

So La si Do..... *crack!*

this picture taken by Mima

Celebrity ?!

She and Her Beach :)

this photo taken by mima

Si Cantik

Crossroad

Free Spirits

Comments

Hey yaaa...
well, this post just to perceive comments from i dont knoe who you are guys, but thanks anyway.
first of all, i never thought that this things which is my things was made u an attention, thanks again anyway *yes, ada dua orang ternyata yang komen di salah satu post gw...tralalalla..*
perceive comments from anonim X at "MY Things" ... well, anonim X you must be read my things in "universal" side.
this is yours --> Semua orang punya masalah man. Kamu masih belum punya pacar aja udah kayak orang mau mati. Tuh banyak orang yang kagak bisa makan, cacat (buta, tuli nggak punya kaki, nggak punya tangan, dll.) miskin, nggak punya pekerjaan, yatim, piatu, janda, tinggal karena kematian, masih banyak lagi orang yang punya masalah yang berat di dunia ini man.

Masalah mu nggak punya pacar or kerjaanor dua-duanya. Itu mah bukan masalah man. Itu bagian dari hidup yang harus kamu jalani sampe kamu ketemu masalah yang sesungguhnya.

no offended... but u just too serious in perceiving my blog, ini dua hal yang berbeda buddy. i can say if i dont have a lover or a job rite now it can be my issue... it can be a problem to me. maybe not a problem too you. but still, for some people its still a problem. Or maybe you have a settle life so you are not thinking that not having a bf/gf or job was a problem too. wake up buddy... they are also a problem. jangan disamakan juga dengan hal yang beda seperti yg kamu tulis di atas. Bukan nya gw ga mensyukuri apa yang gw punya sekarang, ngga... ini permasalahan yang berbeda. Dan i never wrote that i feel like im die if i dont have a lovers rite now.

dan perceiving comment from anonim Y on "Say goodnite and go"
lols... mellow time... just for balance... but i'll write something nice and interesting next time.. thanks anyway...

Okay then,,,, time to having another post to come....!!!

c ya!

Cheers,
.barefoots.

Say Good Night and Go

i dont wanna hear it anymore. Yes, it is the end...
i dont wanna waste another moment to think about those days.
Those days were great, but past will always be past.
never go back to the place where we are.
I dont wanna put the things in my thought
i just want to burn all the book.
the chapter already meet its end. well wow..
i guess this is a creepy world
world of strangers.
so this is the time to say Good Night and Good Bye.

Say good night and go....

My THINGS

Sebenernya apa sih alasan orang pengen punya PACAR? Karena sudah kelamaan menyandang status single? Pembuktian diri kalau masih laku? Kepengen punya status biar ga keliatan pathetic? atau pengen ada orang yang bisa anter-jemput, orang yang bisa di keteng2 klo ada kawinan, atau orang yang bisa di pamerin ketika ketemu sama temen-temen lama?
Well, mungkin itu semua bisa jadi alasan kenapa seseorang pengen punya PACAR.. Atau alasan terpenting kenapa seseorang butuh pacar karena BESARNYA RASA INGIN BERBAGI??
yak, jatoh2 nya kyk gw sekarang ini... Saat-saat dimana gw butuh seseorang buat share apa yang pengen gw share, ikutan kasih advice sama masalah yang lagi gw hadapi sekrang, dan mau dengerin gw dan saling mendiskusikan hal ini.. Saat-saat ini nih gw buth banget seorang kekasih (damn..)
ok, gw bisa share sama echa atau temen2 gw yang lain. Tapi rasanya tuh beda klo kita punya seseorang *orang lain* yang bisa berbagi. Dan masalah nya sekrang gw pengen banget denger masukan dari orang lain buat hal ini.
Gw lagi ada dalam situasi yang membuat gw bingung untuk memilih, harus kah gw pergi dengan tawaran yang baru atau gw harus stay di tempat yang lama karena alasan tanggung jawab dan alasan2 yang lain? o God Almighty, i know i have to run to you for all of these. First of all i will down on my knees and pray to you , and ask You wich one i should choose.. Dear God , i know its about my future, my experience, and my life.. Please help me to find the answer.
But beside O dear God, i still need a BF to share this things,, (grin)..Ameen
Nah, temans *yeah sampe detik ini gw ga merasa ada yang baca ini blog, but that alrite*... seperti yang sudah2..klo udah kayak gini , gw merindukan sosok si pria dari masa lalu itu..NIBNOB..ahh..kemana kamu Nib?? gw ingin share sesuatu with no string attached..
Aaaaa.... aku pusing...help me help me..to make the rite decision...

doohh....bingung...

mundur perlahan sebelum semuanya berubah jadi yang gak semestinya. ha ha ha... katanya si Adelle juga gini "Should i give up,Or should i just keep chasing pavements?Even if it leads nowhere".
when it leads to nowhere, yea..mending gw ga kemana-mana kan ya? dari pada nantinya pusing ihh....

HEART=DEACTIVATED

Kemarin gw ngobrol sm salah seorang teman chat gw *yeah harr, if u find this link and read this, hell yea im talking about you, yes! OUR LITTLE CONVERSATION*
Intinya, kmrn lagi ngobrol bodoh aja sih menghilangkan kejenuhan di sela-sela pekerjaan. Biasa kan yah klo lagi chat suka nyampah ga penting dan sok-sok flirting *tapi gayanya kampungan, ha ha*, sampailah pada pembahasan ttg FLIRTING.
Awal-nya gw mengaku gak jago nge-flirt(lah emang lo jago apa nge-flirt?), smp si teman gw itu menyarankan untuk membeli bukunya, his flirtology book. *dan ya gw tau dia ngga menerbitkan buku apa-pun*. Pas gw minta bukunya, emang buku-nya ga ada juga sii...Blaaarrrr
Trus gw jadi inget, dulu sempet tersirat pengen juga bikin buku flirting guide. Karena waktu itu berasa jago nge-flirt *di YM*(.. gila looo..dlu gini-gini gw kembang cyber boookkk!!) hahahhaha..padahal...cemeen banget gw klo di dunia nyata! gw kan pemaluu...(omg?!)
Yah terlepas dari masa lalu yang sok jago nge-flirt itu, akhirnya gw menyadari gw kurang pantas untuk melakukan itu (daaanngg!). Akhirnya gw merasa cupu kembali, trs gw bilang sama rekan chatting gw pada waktu itu. "Kita bikin aja yuk buku panduan flirting? so whats the rules?" *kira-kira gitu deh ya percakapannya..*
And he typed like these..
"rules number 1 : never use yr heart"
"HEART=DEACTIVATED"
Terhenyak gw langsung....daaarrrr.
Pantes gw gagal terus, baru rules number one aja udah telap *hahahah ketwan kebiasaan pake hati*. Pantaslah gw menjadi cupu kembali, ah gw gak ngerti soal flirting-flirtingan,,, gw cuma hobi menggoda...membuat pada lelaki itu GR...but when it comes to the real person i liked,hmmm...i can not deactivated my heart. Even just for fun, well end up nya gw akan pake hati juga dan ending-ending nya gw-gw lagi yang suckitup....
Hhhhfffff...namanya juga romansa anak muda... selalu harus ada yang merasa sakit hati...itu namanya seni bercinta *hyyyaaa,,,bahasanyaaa..*

cheers,
.barefoots.

Blaaaarrrr!!!

hmm...
let me say hmm...
dash, setelah gw mikir lebih keras lagi dari yang udah-udah. well mungkin sbnrnya emang harus gini. hilang pergi ga usah balik lagi. Toh semua nya will be fine without him.
Pas gw baca lagi notes-notes dibawah, gw terhenyak..
segitunya banget.... sigh
but people have to learn from the past, harusnya gw gak se-pitty itu lagi ntar2nya..
ahhh, yang jelas gw lagi punya brand new old stories to tell...
sebuah cerita yang tadinya gak pernah kepikir sama gw sama sekali.
well, gw menyebutnya sebagai suatu, eh suatu apa ya??
pokonya lucu deh.
situasinya gini...
di masa kecil lo, masa pertumbuhan lo. lo mengagumi seorang senior lo yang paling ga brani lo sapa. Lo sama temen2 lo cuma bisa liat dari jauh dan ngagumin dengan tololnya. But suddenlly after years, orang yang cuma bisa lo kagumi dari jauh itu akhirnya blaarrr ada di depan lo, trs jadi ngbrl sm lo. What a day?!
even im so sure he's not that charming anymore like in the junior high school days. But, its just like magic...
a missing moments...
jadilah gw memiliki another story to tell.
but hey, im just so excited about these, ga ada maksud apa2 juga sih. Gak mengharapkan apa apa juga.

like i said it just a missing moment, and i will complete the puzzle...

cheers,
.barefoots.

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sometimes we miss the old days
while we really sure about one thing, that past will never back
past is past. period .
but if i still have a time to say
i want to ask him just only one question and i just need one answer yes or no
if he stand in front of me right here right now, i just want to ask this
was i ever loved by you, NiB?

yes or no....