I'm in love?? did i ?

This morning...
chat via text messaging with my sist.

Me :
"td si pria idaman gw berdiri di sblh gw persis cha. Dia lho yg menghampiri,gw udh mau ketawa aja tadi.hehe.. Senang."

Echa:
"hahaha td gw brg tmenya pria idaman.. N si pria idaman nunggu tmenya itu d dkt atm..Huehehe"

Me:
"tetep aja gak berani senyum. Aku pengen tau namanya...hahahahaha..

Echa:
"huaha jgn2 doi dah pnya anak lg.."

Me:
"Keknya sih single..Haha..back to work ah. Daa"

Yess gw yakin dia masih single, tapi gw gak yakin dia belom ter-attched. Haahahahaha.. Ibarat lagu ya.. ini gw beri original soundtrack-nya adalah Terdiam by Maliq n d'essential.

" mataku terus tertuju padamu saat kulihat dirimu tersenyum... ingin aku menyapa, namun ku terdiam tak ku lakukan....."(Ya iya lah yaaa, no i can not be more "aggresive". I'm a woman. Malu gila)

bait selanjutnya...
"apakah kau rasakan getaran ku pada dirimu.." (even juga belum ada getaran apapun, gw cuma suka liat chubby2 nya..hihihihihi)

" kuhanya duduk terdiam mennggu untuk tau namamu..." (kira-kira gimana ya cara nya supaya gw tau nama-nya at least he talk to me.. any idea??)

Okay let me try explain to you... im not typical gal who likes umm chubby2 man gitu decc, but this guy attracted me so much (not that much but yess he attract...hihihi).
okay he's tall, not too white not too dark, not too thinny not too fat, he got beard (not that much but just some slice -kok slice???-), and he got a cuteeeeeeee smile (for me), and the most important thing is its been a long time i did not "interest" with some one from the opposite a.k.a man (yess because the damn thing that happened to me and B-man , im kinda umm... what? a philopobic?yes i guess...) Mungkin u can not imagine how he looks but, just one word. GORGEOUS.
Im in love....

PS: but thats ok if he's attached with someone, i just admired. :-)

xoxo,
.barefoots.