back to "normal"

Like everything back to "normal"
me, with my self
with no "attachment" of 'da day. and i'm kind... errr "enjoy" it.
or i'm trying to "enjoy" it.

back to the old, back to the past.
where i walk and stand "alone" with no body "stand" beside me.
no longer a "shoulder" to cry on.

but i still got my friends. i am not lack of "love"
just a different "kind" of love but i like it. i love it so much.
i know they care, i knoe they love mee... and im happy to know that :)
OBVIOUSLY!

and another things...
like everything back in "normal" just for one night. believe or not, i never thought about it before, and i never expect this happen. But he called me!
yes he did... after a long long time. CHD called me. Okay in purpose not for a "purpose" but i dont care. The point was He really called me after so many years he's not. Can you imagine that?

i wanna tell the world that im so damn happy because of it. and Mr. B? well, im supposed to say, i forget him for a while. Thats great rite? CHD can make me forget Mr. B.. and unluckyly, Mr.B help me to "cured" me from CHD. its so odd rite?

but thats life...

love,
.barefoots.