its a real love or just a platonic?

im about to say i do..tapi terhalang sesuatu euy.
everytime he said "those words", lidah dan jariku kelu (hahahaha..) im about to tell him the same thing, taaapiii...setiap akan mengatakan hal itu. otak gw langsung bereaksi ..."apa iya dia bilang gitu karena its a real love or just a platonic?? "

aku bingung...sigh.

*platonic = cinta yang bersifat persaudaraan