Say Good Night and Go

i dont wanna hear it anymore. Yes, it is the end...
i dont wanna waste another moment to think about those days.
Those days were great, but past will always be past.
never go back to the place where we are.
I dont wanna put the things in my thought
i just want to burn all the book.
the chapter already meet its end. well wow..
i guess this is a creepy world
world of strangers.
so this is the time to say Good Night and Good Bye.

Say good night and go....

Heart Broken Moments

Yay!
Tips for someone -especially for girls and women- who had a heartbroken moment.

Some says that heartbroken moment just like you meet your 'fallin in love' moment . But sometimes we dont know how to handle with it or deal with it. Here's i will give you some tips how can u heal from broken hearted kinda way, how you can handle it and beat it!

1. GO to your room , CRY a loud and GO SLEEP
When you are feeling restless and disapointed of being dump or rejected, and sad because of heartbroken moment. Just go and lock your room, crying out loud or at least just cry, trown up your sadness, your emotion and feeling good about it. After so much crying, you will be very tired and the next thing you have to do is GO SLEEPING then wake up in a better way. The new you for a brand new day.

Minus : its not that easy to forget the person you love only just for one night. well yea it will takes time to do that, but i believe that crying and sleeping is the best solution when u had a break up.

2. GO to bookstore nearby, BUY some romantic happy ending kinda stories
Read a romantic book which had a happy ending part, will help you to forget your problem. At least you will have eager to have another dream to find new love for your life.

Minus : it wont work for someone who doesnt like to read...Khikhikhi..but it works on me, and now i did. yay!

3. Take your ONE DAY alone, watch DVD's and doing things alone
Dont think about him, just take your time to watch as many as DVDs you have. Especially comedy, that will help you a lot to forget the pain that he scratch on your heart. Give your time to laugh at it and be happy with the film.

Minus : if you dont have your own TV and DVD player, and the worst if you dont have comedy genre kinda way...suck isnt?haha

4. GO to KARAOKE or at least SING out loud
Music is the key. Listen to musics that can give you new spirit to face a reality and take what already happen and just go... Life wont end if he's not with you. You still have a change to get a new part of your love stories. Its not ending yet...you can sing the "get over you" things or just "im so over it".. it will make you feel so much better.

Minus : If you dont love to sing... You better go and suicide your self. hahaha...no its a joke!!

So, i think it may help. Cause, honesty it works on me...and i already passed it on. and now i found my self in a better way...but hehehe..still afraid to move on from my meditation. oia, i think im into 100% philopobic. sssssshhhhhh.....

Broken Day

episodes 235 "blue-grey"

Opening song:
"Ain't no sunshine when she's gone.
It's not warm when she's away.
Ain't no sunshine when she's gone
And she's always gone too long anytime she goes away. "
(bill withers-aint no sunshine)

Brrrrr...i guess she berganti become he...
Hmm..i looked at the sky this morning, and smile and thank God that its a beautiful day until.....

Situation :
On the bus, hear Maliq n the essential songs " Dia " yang gw banget.

"dia bukakan pintu hatiku yang lama tak bisa percaya kan cinta hingga dia disini memberi cinta ku harapan...."

(blush...pipi gw mem-blush, memerah mendengar lagu ini. dalam hati berkata "beruntungnya punya dia, he complete my days") Jari jemari gue bergoyang mengikuti irama lagu, sambil tetep baca buku sambil mesam-mesem sendiri. Lagu men-shuffle sendiri to the next song..

the corrs - the hardest day
gw, ups tertegun sebentar...suara mba andrea kira-kira seperti ini

"Never wanna wake up from this night. Never wanna leave this moment.Waiting for you only, only you.Never gonna forget every single thing you do.When loving you is my finest hour.Leaving you, the hardest day of my life.The hardest day of my life..."

yah kira-kira gw sendang menanti that day kali ya...when im about to saying goodbye.*hiks hiks*. Nah, kira-kira gara2 itu lagu jadi kebawa mellow yellow dellow sellow nellow gellow...alhasil hari ini membuat gw tidak semangat..ppppfffffhhh help me...this series not so good to read. karena tidak membawa keceriaan ataupun kebahagiaan bagi yang membacanya dan bagi gw secra pribadi..

Closing songs:
usher-seperated
"Girl, I know we had some good times.It's sad but now we gotta say goodbye
Girl U know I love U.I can't deny. Can't say we didn't try to make it work for U and I.I know it hurts so much.But it's best for us. Somewhere along this windy road, we lost the trust.So I walk away, so U don't have to see me cry.It's killing me so, why don't U go..." (kira-kira girl nya diubah menjadi Boy..)